Been forgotten

by jon laa on August 29th, 2011

I was trying to write an entry the other day and I gave up.

Because I was typing in chinese, tragic.

Either ways, thank God :)

You know, it’s always between you and God. No one can say this or that, and people can comment on this or that. But at the end of the day, they wouldn’t be sure of anything. It’s really back to you and God.

And I wonder how much God cares, in the give a damn sense.

I don’t belittle God though.

It’s a lot of picking up and moving on. Like life goes on. There’s nothing I can do about it anyways!

Pissifying

by jon laa on August 21st, 2011

I think people need to start to pledge to reply sms or text messages.

To lose focus

by jon laa on August 19th, 2011

I think it’s so expected for my grades to dip, even though I thought the papers were fairly easy.

To be completely honest, would have done worse if not because of, um, God.

It’s a lot of self I guess. And a lot of assumptions that this will not be tested and that is too easy, turns out that they were all tested. Bad mentality. Besides, they don’t have past year papers like how we do at home. Damn!

Either way, not a big deal :) just trying to look at the big picture though I think looking at God would help a lot more.

The standstill life

by jon laa on August 17th, 2011

Like when you stop doing anything constructive. It’s all sleeping and fulfilling social obligations - some of which are desirable, some of which less desirable.

It’s all about sleeping in and trying to put life back into perspective.

And, the crave for coffee’s been particularly persistent.

Feels a little sickening. I think some people have reservations about me. If not, they are just being sickening.

There are people who don’t understand. But I am not saying. I don’t see the point of how much understanding would be developed if I were to say it.

Greyhound

by jon laa on August 14th, 2011

To meet breezer and rose was like one of the best things that ever happened to be in brisbane.

I think these dogs just melt my heart and I feel sorry for them. I cannot understand why would any one give them up.

Pfft.

To stand corrected

by jon laa on August 10th, 2011

Either way, n day was amazing.

It’s ?’s birthday and I don’t have a gift for him.

I feel quite sad about it.

You know, I always set myself out to buy something for him. It’s more like a symbol for him to know he is not forgotten and for me to remember of our friendship but I always, always, forget.

There was once I remembered and I didn’t mail it out. It’s still sitting back home.

Day of the country

by jon laa on August 9th, 2011

Just chilling away even though english paper is just about a few hours later.

I promised myself I’d do readings.

Bah.

But really, the truth is, I’d like to do some singing.

1 reason facebook suck

by jon laa on August 7th, 2011

They just assume they can post whatever they want on my wall because they are right.

On that count, they are wrong.

The annoying truth.

Being hormonal

by jon laa on August 4th, 2011

I am going to see what’s on the television because I am going crazy on my temper.

I cannot believe why I deserve less score than other people when I did better than them.

And seriously, it doesn’t make sense why I should be having the same score as people who practically never did their work most of the time.

One thing I’ve known for sure, life is never fair no matter where you are.

Oh damn stress

by jon laa on August 1st, 2011

I think every one is experiencing panics of sorts. I’m not going to deny I am starting to fret because I think everyone did everything while I haven’t done anything. There’s so much to do and the force-feeding methodology is just a little too elementary school for my liking.