And so, we spilt.

by jon laa on June 30th, 2011

Yes, confrontation and de-friending occurred.

Nonetheless, life goes on.

Maybe not

by jon laa on June 27th, 2011

Maybe it isn’t so bad after all.

Thank God for amazing people who help me grow in Christ.

I don’t know where these people find the patience and wisdom.

The horrendous soul

by jon laa on June 27th, 2011

Dear Lord Jesus,

you know I really cannot stand him.

It’s not within my capacity to love him.

Everything about him is evil. Bring him away. Bring him, the tempter, away.

Thank you.

Dear ah gong

by jon laa on June 23rd, 2011

I wonder if it would have made any difference if there was a doctor around in the family. If you would live a little more, died a little more comfortably. Then again, the one who was a doctor might be placed through the most intense of grief and pain when you pass on.

Today was kinda like an amazing day. I wonder if you actually knew everything that went on. To make it really simple and short, I semi-received an offer from the director of studies to pursue medicine. I know it isn’t the most prestigious or appealing of all places but isn’t really that bad la!

You know ah gong, since you passed on, so many things changed. I see people being more interested in God and I see the family coming together more. Just two days ago, sc posted on facebook about ah ma’s death anniversary even though he has no impression of ah ma at all. Honestly, I don’t know what is there about ah ma I can remember or any memories I have of her at all.

It doesn’t matter so much though. It’s good that we all know what you did when you are still alive. And what manner of person ah ma was. It is this that matters.

Love you aplenty :) hope you’re enjoying paradise.

Music therapy

by jon laa on June 22nd, 2011

I think we spent eight hours at my place talking about music and singing all day. It was almost the best day at brisbane.

The best day was when I met God, somehow.

Thank you God

by jon laa on June 19th, 2011

For the opportunity to show my true colours.

Flare up.

Put my point across.

And have some talk to eu about God.

It’s the kind of thing that makes me feel people need God as much as I did in my desperation. And all it takes is a simple reminder that God is actually just there and they are not alone.

I cannot say I love you, you’re so annoying. But just so you know, I’ve been trying.

Looking beyond

by jon laa on June 18th, 2011

I think so many things are distracting me.

Like things back home and things right here.

It’s all about getting everything back in focus.

And I am happy God’s grace is sufficient for me.

ETA: 90% for chemistry practical, 95% for chemistry and biology test :)

12-hours

by jon laa on June 14th, 2011

Of sleep.

It shows either how tired I am or how unmotivated I am.

Thank goodness there’s only economics today.

Tomorrow is chemistry and english, I can’t afford to screw either up.

Please :( don’t sleep so much anymore.

:)

by jon laa on June 13th, 2011

It’s a lot of learning to depend on God and getting on freaked out over the amount of academics I have to finish.

Ml complained I am turning into a mugger, but isn’t that the whole point of me being here?

Either way, I do enjoy the whole process but sometimes it throws me off. I am so convinced I am mildly autistic. Anything that is out of what is planned, scheduled and expected pisses me off.

“Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit, Says the LORD of hosts.”

Printed scores

by jon laa on June 3rd, 2011

The best part to having a printer is you can print your own scores.

The downside to being in an international shared accommodation is you can’t sing.

Either way, I still will.

Mathematics test in a while. I will just take it as it comes.

I don’t even think God will save me this time.