Procrastinated

by jon laa on March 18th, 2011

Finally brought myself to make an appointment for my wisdom tooth.

Did spend a night over at workplace.

They say I need winter clothes. Damn it.

Blessing count

by jon laa on March 16th, 2011

Done with school application, accommodation, visa and air ticket.

:) can’t tell you how exciting it all is.

Five-year australian visa is making me feel australian already!

You think there’s anything I left out? :/

Feeling awful again

by jon laa on March 15th, 2011

I don’t really want to share why so I’m not sharing.

Either way, money is becoming an issue - omg.

And I realised there are some people I’d go all out to help and some I’m quite reluctant to.

I should not be measuring the worthiness of one’s friendship.

Feeling awfully terrible

by jon laa on March 15th, 2011

Mmmm, that I’m avoiding some guy cos I don’t wish to talk to him.

Good morning there :)

by jon laa on March 14th, 2011

It seems like moo moo may be planning some sort of overseas trip for us, that’s good. It’s been so long since we last spent some time together.

Luke hasn’t been around - sigh.

I’ve another week to surgery.

Now that its over

by jon laa on March 12th, 2011

I’m feeling so uncomfortable that my writing is deemed to be inferior compared to another cousin.

Mmm, I never felt that way.

It’s a reality check on how much my command of english has fallen, I guess. I somewhat know it’s worse but I never expected myself to not come to terms with it.

Either way, good reality check.

Now that’s important is I made a difference.

:)

Bye ah gong

by jon laa on March 10th, 2011

And so ah gong went to meet God on 7 march 2011 at the age of 88.

Bittersweet.

Errands

by jon laa on March 7th, 2011

Medical, ministry of foreign affairs, x ray, medical.

:) welcome to adulthood.

Dear ah gong

by jon laa on March 5th, 2011

I absolutely hate that your hope of being better through op is lost.

It kinda disturbs me more we (yourself included, I believe) can’t allow ourselves to put you through the pain of more observation so as to know if we still have any hope in any form of op.

Please be out of high dependency care unit. It sucks to know we are so far apart when your days are probably limited to hours.

I wonder if you cried tonight. If you did, I want to tell you we did too. Just a bit too discreetly.

To be most honest, I was really afraid I wouldn’t see you wheeled out alive but yet at the same time I hope you would go find rest - just not tonight.

Bad brain day

by jon laa on March 4th, 2011

For whatever reasons, waking up at 5.30am (almost) every morning gives me headache.