Mmmmm, boring.

by jon laa on March 29th, 2011

It’s not even april and I’m really oh-so-damn bored. This is bad.

Maybe the mc is a little too long.

Urgh :/

Untagging

by jon laa on March 26th, 2011

I’m quite sure some time in life we all want to untag ourselves.

But the ultimate truth, like I’ve mentioned before, is we can’t.

There’s nothing we can do that can ever change what happened. Perhaps we could try to start a new but it isn’t going dissociate others from us.

All-male company

by jon laa on March 26th, 2011

I walked so much my hip hurts.

And goodness gracious, mbs was fun.

Being thankful

by jon laa on March 23rd, 2011

I think at this point in time it is too difficult to tell how completely successful my surgery is.

Of course the doctors say it is very good, and yes I do see that. But there’s more than just a successful surgery.

I want to thank God for good doctors. I really trusted my doctor with my eyes, duh! And it was so encouraging to hear everything she has to say. I never quite had to ask more than three questions, she understood and attended to me great.

Even right before and after the surgery, she was there. And what’s amazing is how she patiently attended to my inability to focus on the primary image in times of double vision. Even the optometrist gave up on me.

There was never once she seemed to have lost it on me - even when I told her I couldn’t close my eyes. Probably the most silly thing I ever said.

It is really nice to have such doctors around, she understood my condition and understood what’s going on in my eyes that is causing incoherent readings. It’s quite professional how she deliberately chose to under correct my eyes, which I’m kinda disappointed about but I’m sure God knows best if she doesn’t.

There’s still discomfort and less pain. I feel kinda okay already actually. And that’s quite good I guess.

:)

Blind bored and bored

by jon laa on March 23rd, 2011

And so I’m done with surgery. It hurts like shit yesterday. Didn’t expect it.

True enough the pain wasn’t because of the surgery. It was the lens that is placed on top of my cornea that’s causing both discomfort and pain.

Because my cornea peeled off. Damn it.

The right side is healed so they took it off. It ended up hurting a lot whenever I put the medicated drops/gel. Urgh.

The left side doesn’t hurt. But hurts like crazy when they took it off and put it back. I started tearing like never before. Until the doctor had to remind the nurses to get me issue.

:) I love the doctor.

The lazy people

by jon laa on March 21st, 2011

One is playing ps 2, three are sleeping and I was out for makan/chit chat. Now that david is back, I’m going to have lunch with him.

This is my life, how’s yours?

Burden divine

by jon laa on March 20th, 2011

Been seeing/feeling a lot about him these days and being particularly concern.

Especially when I’m leaving so soon, I worry for him.

Please God, restore our forgotten relationship and make me a blessing. You know his family’s needs.

Unfortunately

by jon laa on March 20th, 2011

Didn’t get anything done today. Uploading pictures to facebook and watching sherlock holmes and the darjeeling limited don’t count.

Dad came by and offered quite a bit of money. Then proceeded to talk more about finances at home. It’s really comforting.

Dad’s kindness

by jon laa on March 19th, 2011

I don’t think I mind having to save a few dollars and cents more daily, cut down on spending because of dad’s act of kindness.

In fact, I’d like to pick it up.

Either way, I’m greatly comforted to hear we aren’t broke.

Praise be.

Learning to play

by jon laa on March 18th, 2011

Now I know for sure I suck at playing games, especially wii.

And I’d really like some time for myself, whatever it is.

Gah, headache.