Forgetting about an examination made me realise

by jon laa on February 15th, 2011

God is faithful.

God hears my prayers, not only my parents.

I’m turning dumb.

I’m losing focus.

I’m becoming a different person.

Pros and cons, really. Finding the equilibrium is key. Every one has been asking me to take it easy but I obviously overdid it.

It’s not about letting go.

It’s about embracing who you really are and dealing with the issues as they come.

Miao and sn, I realised you two are the most constant people in my life. That’s kinda scary.

Everything is not right

by jon laa on February 13th, 2011

Mmmm, when you just want to lie in bed and watch the world go by.

Evil, inconvenient truth

by jon laa on February 11th, 2011

I like it that I’m lazing in bed knowing nothing can be done without my knowledge/presence.

It gives me the right to say, he’s doing nothing anyways. And that, imo, is enough.

Passing year

by jon laa on February 10th, 2011

And so lunar new year came and past. It was about the same period last year when I first met yy. It was kinda awesome. It is kinda sad? I wouldn’t be certain.

Either ways, everything is great. I think you see a lot more from the family when an elder is about to go. Every one flew back for new year, sans cousin-in-law. It’s amazing cousin actually managed to make it back with all the flood and business still has to go on.

:)

by jon laa on February 2nd, 2011

I wonder if he realises it would have been done a lot more easily if he bothered to be nice.

Now that he was evil, this is his price to pay - wait.

Fill my heart

by jon laa on February 1st, 2011

I want to believe it’ll be a good day and I want to believe I can make it so.

Been having surreal dreams of the impossible, of perhaps evilness, that’s daunting my soul.

Mmm, I need to caliberate.