Being good

by jon laa on January 29th, 2011

I think you can be sure something good is coming your way when you can spend the whole day thinking about it.

Ello :)

by jon laa on January 27th, 2011

I think with time the differences I used to perceive as different don’t seem as different as they used to be.

They call that adaption, I think.

If not, it means I’ve given up what I used to hold on to.

Being gay doesn’t mean:

by jon laa on January 26th, 2011

I was just about to churn out a list of what being gay doesn’t entitle you to or what being gay cannot justify.

There’s this notion that being gay means -insert stereotypes- and you get to -insert ridiculous actions-. I’m sorry, no.

Okay. And being gay shouldn’t come with expectations. I don’t know why gay people are passing comments on other gay people who aren’t fitting into a stereotype.

Being gay doesn’t mean you’ve to dress well.

Being gay means you’re different and you might think you’re cool for that. Being a gay who doesn’t dress well mean he is really different and by that same notion of yours more cool than you.

The follower

by jon laa on January 24th, 2011

One of the most disturbing realisation.

Urgh, I wish I could be more socially isolated and be less affected by those around me.

But it isn’t entirely a bad thing, to actually have people around who are mean enough to exert an influence.

It isn’t two-way though.

I think I’m lagging behind when it comes to adaptation and whatever not.

It’s not like I didn’t try. I’m quite convince I’m too much of a weirdo to integrate into any social unit by will.

Bad days to better days

by jon laa on January 24th, 2011

Back at the gym, alone. I’m trying to do everything I’ve planned, even if it means I’ve to do it alone.

Lats hurt like hell from all the pull up training over the weekends. I’m trying to work on the chest again but not exactly that productive.

Nonetheless, gonna make it count.

Double gym

by jon laa on January 19th, 2011

Back at gym after a not so fulfilling morning session. Plenty of people, sucks.

But feeling slightly more gratified.

Food request

by jon laa on January 19th, 2011

I don’t know what around me is a family besides for the biological family I have. There’s mutual trust and love that’s pretty unspeakable.

Of course there are significant others whom I trust and love too. But as an individual and not collectively.

Mm, I don’t know. I can’t see how is it possible to have an alternate family. I don’t feel as if any other entity in life is one or close to being one.

Damn, I’m tired. I think it’s the gym session :)

And huishan wants red velvet cake.

Facebook with her deception

by jon laa on January 17th, 2011

It’s just like.

Facebook with her deception

by jon laa on January 17th, 2011

It’s just like.

It disturbs me

by jon laa on January 16th, 2011

some people can be so double-sided without actually realising it.

In such cases, ignorance isn’t exactly bliss.

Look, stop being such a bitch. There’s more to life than you, your lover and your selected friends.