The depressing spirit

jon laa wrote on July 5th, 2010, 6:27 am

I thought the little session we had was kinda good. Found some short-lived joys, some directions and I wouldn’t even know if I’d say hope? Either way it’s a lot to experiment, like he very aptly put it.

It comes a point in time when we don’t get the luxury of putting things behind. The reality of the fast-paced society. Didn’t feel good after I was home last night. Depressed, yes. But there was work to do.

Got down to working but it was so difficult to start. Managed to eventually but it was far from productive - at least I tried.

Maybe he is right, I’m here to make mistakes. I don’t have to prove anything. But come on, who is really so forgiving in our society today?

Urgh.

More work, more. Gotta prove a point eventually, really.