The alcohol pangs

jon laa wrote on February 13th, 2010, 5:33 am

I really didn’t expect the alcohol to set in so strongly. I found myself helpless, broken, which is exactly how I need to feel. It makes me feel alive, makes me renew the realisation that I’m only human.

Forced myself to puke and it was the most unpleasant encounter ever. The first time I puked from excessive drinking, and definitely more than a decade since I last vomitted. To make it worse, the puke came out of my nose and mouth concurrently. I’m sure it has burnt much of my throat and sinus. It didn’t help that there was some more puke trapped within the sinus.

This is probably the sign of a dysfunctional life, and I hope I’ve peaked already.

Good morninig world, may the sun rise to a better morning.