One annoying morning

jon laa wrote on June 29th, 2010, 6:27 am

Did a quick search this morning and realised I’ve no idea where my external hard disk is. Damn pissifying. It wasn’t that long ago when I last used it and I remembered leaving it somewhere outside. Either way, it’s no where to be found in the boxes or drawers. Pissed.

Then, uh, there’s this whole I’m-not-going-to-be-ordinary thing which is putting me off because I really don’t know where to place my bets on. It’s the spirit of believing I don’t really have. And being oh-so-skeptical I don’t think I’ll ever decide where to go/what to do.

Now an opportunity presents upon itself and I think I should take flight even though I’m fairly comfortable. That’s what I say now. Before long it would be, I’m fairly comfortable so I shouldn’t take flight.

The whole point is I don’t think I can ever decide if I want to forgo opportunities that presents itself. I don’t wanna be seen as a loser either. Oh God.