Of faithfuless and commitment

jon laa wrote on July 11th, 2010, 9:06 pm

It always suck to make plans then have them crashing because somebody isn’t turning up. The decision that he shouldn’t turn up may be mutual but it extra efforts taken for the arrangement is somewhat wasted.

Being oh-so-determined to not change my schedule or waste the allocated time away, I ended up going for a movie alone. It wasn’t that bad altogether but it is still considered a great leap forward. I was never quite comfortable with going cinemas alone.

The next week begins again and I really wonder what it will entail. It’s so tiring, most of the time, to live within uncertainties.

Maybe I am taking the variable factors of life too seriously. I shouldn’t have bothered about them and concentrate on what I am doing now, my pursuits. To make plans and future arrangement seems kind futile because we really never know what will happen.

And so they tell me to keep an open mind.

:)