In dreary times

jon laa wrote on January 10th, 2010, 12:24 am

Gathering was good. Guess it was predestined we (w & I) shouldn’t have met up. Food was average but the companion was surprisingly awesome. Lots of awesome conversations, some more mundane than others. Did speak my heart out, exchanged perspectives and learnt a lot more about others within the blood line.

There was music talk, which could be better. Didn’t manage to speak to advisor who seems busy with more important conversations, which I believe revolved about child-raising. Didn’t disturb that. The rest was about singing, the techniques and approaches, concepts and ideologies. It was the same old talk but pretty refreshing. I had a chance to air my grievance, I am glad it was amicable. Then there was future-talk and silences.

The sisters were awesome company, the usual, and received a pullover and a decent lot of vouchers from them. Pleasant surprise, they shouldn’t have and they already know. I guess they’re successful and remarkable in their own right, and I guess it’s part of their nature to share. Praise be?

:)

Of course my future seems as uncertain as it can be. I’m glad I’ve a diploma, come what may. It’s a safety measure I know I’ll be miserable with. Essential for survival, so it seems.

And the aunt shoved fruits into me and insisted I must have them for being a singer, or somebody who sings. Either way, I decided to comply and finished whatever there was. The other day buddy questioned my aversion towards fruits. There isn’t any explanation. It’s just wet, sugary and not-my-style. Maybe it’s a sign, I’d take note of my fruit eating days and non fruit eating days. I’m sure it’s a better change.

:)

Lesson today was average or above average. I forgot to do my recording - damn it! But at least I felt enlightened? I could feel the difference in sensations and hear the differences in sound. It’s a good change, I’m starting to be aware. Love.

In dreary times, God will provide.