Dosage of family & love

jon laa wrote on February 6th, 2010, 5:31 pm

I remembered I kinda teared at a thought of something I cannot really remember. But it was a lot to do with family, home and it doesn’t involve death.

Back home and gave a few shots at the keyboard, I don’t think it’s working out per se. I need direction, of course. Fs and Gs are a lot prettier than F#s and G#s, I don’t know why. Es, like since forever, are ugly.

Did take the advice to cover my ears so you hear what’s going on inside and you internalise the singing process. It kinda works. I hear better, I hear what goes wrong a lot louder than if I were to uncover my ears. I hear a lot less, but I can hear what is important better, which makes listening easier.

:)

In desperation, I sang into the pillow with my ears covered when nobody was around last night. It was some what therapeutic. I like the idea of being able to sing when I feel like it though I don’t like the idea of having to hide it. In this situation, I’d rather hide. Goes without saying.

It should be getting better.

Gonna have a dosage of my uncle later, I think it will help.