Better perspective

jon laa wrote on March 3rd, 2010, 6:20 am

I think God is somewhat gone from my life, again. I see the sequence of events as very fulfilling - there’s so much to learn from each of them. But yet from those lessons, I don’t always feel the hand of God leading me through as much as I felt it was for the better good. Perhaps it’s part of growing up, part of learning to deal with God.

Oh Dio!

Plans are still as vague as it can be. Uh, I think I need to imprint the inexistence of constant into myself. Too often I find myself expecting things to fall in the way it is planned and arranged to be but more often than not, they never come to pass.

Lesson #1: nothing is set in stone and all will pass away.

And I realised the future is more bleak than I’ve ever imagined it to be. Then again, it’s hardly so when looked in in retrospect.

Lesson #2: let go and be less obsessive with dreams chasing.

By the way, I’m not entrapped in post-dating woes.

:)