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jon laa wrote on July 21st, 2010, 8:44 pm

I don’t really know how to write anymore.

Maybe everything has been falling into some sort of routine that I don’t have anything significant to pen down.

Maybe I’ve been talking too much, so I write less. This is particularly bad.

But either way, life is life. Full of surprises it seems.

There’s like info-overload every now and then and sometimes I take it really bad. Plenty of late nights trying to dissect the information/knowledge so I could get them out of my mind. Most of the time I end up with headaches, trying to associate one thing with another, trying to make sense out of the whole thing. These are the headaches caffeine wouldn’t relieve and medicine wouldn’t help.

Either way, I just managed.

Like the usual I threw a hell lot of tantrums. Most to people whom I don’t give a shit about and people who were trying to paint a very beautiful picture in front of me. I wouldn’t know why were they trying to entice me or what they saw that made them stop by to make an extra effort.

Either way, I don’t buy that.

It’s part of being cynical I think.

Most definitely strange to have people out of the boundary you drew around yourself to offer to pick you up (and send you home). It didn’t happen of course, I wasn’t even leaving. But such offers are strange and such offers come with unknown intention and motivation.

The rest of the time was spent alone, in solitude lest I kill any one. HAHA :)

Then I realised how much short-term happiness money can buy. And how much mid-term happiness money and romance can buy.

I don’t think there’s any tangible formula to long-term happiness. Oh well.

But you know, all in all, everything is going to turn out right. I am sure all I need now is a good mac book, photoshop, and a new camera.

Yes, screw photography and bring photoshopology in!