Multiple-player

by jon laa on August 24th, 2010

I think I’ve found new meaning in life eelsewhere that I’m pretty much distracted. Don’t think it really matters, that’s from my viewpoint, the boss probably has a differing one.

Most of my time spent here, now is really about running away and being away from all these unnecessary political misfortunates. I’m much happier being away, not seeing people, avoiding.

Either way, alvar is next to me. The boy whom we thought went for some kind of laser.

The generation before

by jon laa on August 24th, 2010

I think the presence of google kinda widen the generation differences at home. The old beliefs and practices are kinda easily found to be untrue with it and the new research and new theories, which more often than not challenges the old-school thought, are a little too much for them to swallow.

Either, I bandaged up both my arms and I’ve an icepack somewhere waiting to be used for my back!

:) back to writing

by jon laa on August 16th, 2010

I think dragon boating was fun. The only issue is that they weren’t perfectly outgoing. For them, this team, it is all solid training. They’re close though. I suppose it’s a you’re either part of us or not part of us thing. They didn’t take special efforts to reach out to me, us, which I kinda prefer anyways.

Back to the usual boring job after a week of break. There’ll be another one coming on next month. Freaking hell, I’m absolutely exhausted!

The loserish moment

by jon laa on August 15th, 2010

I’m still in bed though there’s training in about less than an hour. I could always hop down in a cab if I really wanted to go, but that’s not the point. Either way, I feel really uncomfortable now.

There isn’t like some kind of general public recruitment, so I’m like some extra kid. Besides, there isn’t some kind of some one to do public relations or to get in contact with me with regards to, um, being there.

Guess sometimes we are asking for too much. I shall wash up and be there in a while.

Nah, I don’t feel like being there anymore but I shan’t be a bitch by not turning up. Even if it sucked, I could have said I tried?

:) hurray to a brand new day of sun and water!

Going solo

by jon laa on August 14th, 2010

Been such a long time since the last entry, so I realised. Everything has been pretty mundane, I would say. Met plenty of people but none whom I know who would be there for a lifetime.

Got into one of the usual intensive conversations with timothy and we talked about dependency. Pretty interesting. From his perspective, he’s pretty indepdent, because he isn’t very close to any one in particular but has a hell lot of friends, while I am not because I’ve a few selected people I’m close to. But in that discussion, we didn’t take into consideration that I don’t make-more-friends. That’s something he does regularly which I wouldn’t know if it suggests dependency. I would gladly be alone.

:) we all know God made us different.

And of course through our conversation we dug out old shit and we realised how different we are. I doubt we’ll talk a lot more. That’s a good thing because throughout the conversation he was telling me to shut up without actually wanting me too.

Then there is this other dude who soured my relationship with some one. I wouldn’t say it was intentional or deliberate, but hiding things up and trying to keep a staged dishonesty isn’t all that easy to do. I’m not sure how things would be taken on from then but I’m quite sure he’s somebody I wanna have completely out of life.

That’s about it I guess. But life isn’t that bad.

I met up with ml and boyfriend just a few days back and it was hilarious. Dropped by ikea and we started to condemn everything we see aloud, which we didn’t notice till much later. I don’t think we meant it in the that sucks way but in a I-wouldn’t-buy-that-shit way. And we realised I subconsciously still condemn everything outloud anyways.

Did a movie with sn too.

But walao, these are such boring stuff that makes me smile. There’s so much more fun in writing about people who made us unhappy, stole a friend or whom we pissed off - no?

Maybe I should be writing about threesomes and orgies come next year.