Upbringing

jon laa wrote on April 9th, 2009, 1:24 am

The lack of parental interference in my life probably gave me the allowance to develop what many people detest in me, which I am not bothered about, which is only possible because my parents allowed it to be so.

No, I don’t blame. In fact, I like it that way.

To a moderate degree, I believe I see others’ perspectives fine though I am hardly agreeable with anybody or anything. I believe in ideals, which I know do not exist. But making do with anything less than the best is, in my opinion, stupid, and probably going to shortchange your pursuit of whatever ideals you desire.

Likewise, people from well-to-do families tend to come with a different set of beliefs from people from not-so-well-to families.

Unlike you, and you, and you, I work within my limitation.

And I know you, and you, and you, have been born into good pleasure but I am not out to please.

Leave me alone, really, peacefully though.

I know what I want in life and also, I know what I have. Don’t think I am you, that I have what you do. That I can do what you can, just because you can. Just because your circumstances allow you to. Just because everything has been under reign.

NO! I am so not unhappy or whatsoever. Just tired.

I am tired of people telling me it’s a waste of time. And people who forcibly want me to subscribe to their route to success.

Let me take back my words, I am not okay. In a moment or two, you have to fuck off. Or I will make sure you do.

Then again, I know you do.

Just because I am not like you.

Just because I can’t be bothered to please you.

Just because I stand by and for myself.