Maybe, maybe not
jon laa wrote on November 27th, 2009, 7:50 pm
Jokes are pretty hard to decipher. They may be crude, negative and are probably always unpleasant. May be the truth, may be not. May carry subtle messages, if I am not thinking too much.
No matter what it is, I end up getting hurt and discouraged in the process. Um, only when it is at what I care about - which really isn’t a lot.
Feeling down, not because of what he said, but, because what he said is probably reality. And we know reality hurts.
Maybe farouche will understand it best.
It’s been difficult, no doubt. But there’s light. Or there are lights. Dim, distanced light flickering dangerously in the midst of the dark, chilly uncertainty.
Gross.
Moving out next week.
Bailey is going.
I will regret, cry in my sheets.
But that’s life.
Fuck it.
sn says:
you’ll regret what?
November 27th, 2009 at 9:11 pm
jon laa says:
regret sending bailey away.
November 28th, 2009 at 4:29 am
sn says:
oh i thought you meant she’s going with you to bb. (btw, that’s very fast, to move next week.) when’s she leaving? and where to?
and what do you want for your bday?
November 28th, 2009 at 6:26 pm