Lost for words

jon laa wrote on December 11th, 2009, 6:47 pm

The bitching session turned out great. I am glad I am not alone in terms of my opinion. I think the sharing of opinions between us will cause a segregation of sorts and I can imagine distinctive cliques forming soon.

And so today is my birthday. It’s such an ironic thing. Like what do people actually celebrate? Their existence for the past x number of years? Pretty shallow, in my opinion. The gifts and kindness for the day are great though. Unfortunately, I don’t think I have done anything significant enough to celebrate my existence. I don’t think my existence made a difference. I don’t think I am doing enough.

Most importantly, I think I am underachieving.

Maybe I think too highly of myself.

And so today marked the 21st year of my existence and failure, of sorts.

:)