Looking beyond

jon laa wrote on November 21st, 2009, 6:49 pm

and perhaps thinking a little too much.

That’s nothing new, unfortunately.

Been lazy and that’s not the way it should be. I have ideas, wonderful ideas that I need to get started on. Because, um, I think it’s part of love and part of being responsible to the maintenance of a relationship - not the romantic, exclusive kind.

By the way, my newspaper pots in the balcony are not working out because humidity level in singapore is lower than I was expecting. And so I set up some water irrigation system which worked well for the past week. Um, no signs of germination yet.

The notebook I bought for myself to doodle on is left in my dad’s car when he dropped me off at the train station last week. Pity. Lots and lots of ideas I didn’t manage to pen down, which isn’t entirely unfortunate given it gave me more time to sort them out - and to figure which are more worth than others.

Gave some thought to my social life and I realised some people are leeching off me again. I cannot help being nice, that’s an overstatement. Gah. For that, I wish I could take flight and soar out of where I am altogether - you see, I’m terribly insecure.

There are also nice people, genuinely nice from what I see so far, who I have issues with and who have issues with me. No, I don’t think it’s wedging our relationship apart but at the same time it has its own exasperating moments for all of us. It’s probably just personality differences, which we are overcoming - really.

Last of all, there are hypocrites and hater (singular) who are not worth mentioning for now.

It isn’t really worth it to keep friends who leech of you right? It completely redefines my definition of friendship.