Liar

carrie wrote on August 19th, 2009, 1:57 am

I’m still living without any decent access to the worldwide web and it’s beginning to become a pain. Gone are my ‘google it’ days and I can’t believe I’ve to resort to opening my bank statements to keep up with the transactions. Goodness gracious.

Been on perpetual medical leave after I caught dengue and life’s been too quiet for my liking. I’m dying for a good read and have decided to give up on oryx and crake—too cynical.

Everything has been pleasant besides for the possibility of being lied to. I’m strangely filled with distrust towards a particular individual who may have lied to me, us. Not very friendly, I’d say. I realise it’s difficult to give others the benefit of the doubt when they’ve been unpleasant and when they haven’t been much of a good company, like being selfish. Pity. I don’t suppose things will ever be the same again. Even if he lied not, the amount of unpleasantness I’ve received from him is enough to generate a lifetime worth of dislike. In as much as I try to be kind to others without expecting returns, I don’t think some trust and belief is too much to ask from a friend.

Moving on, I’m no longer part of the team for health reasons. I’m still spending time on the island while I wait for my posting. It’s pretty hard to imagine how life will unfold to be from this time forth. And I realise how uncertain the future is. May all be good.