God

jon laa wrote on June 25th, 2009, 2:14 am

I murmured a prayer in the midst of rehearsal. Because I felt that besides for God, nobody would know what can go wrong or right. The element of uncertainty, I suppose.

Then I realise I completely forgot about God afterward. I’m not sure if you call it faith. Believing God will be there, even if He is not working.

The truth is, I simply forgot. Because I forgot about my prayer and I forgot to give thanks for hitting the Ebs almost spot on all the time, which never happened before during class. In fact, I never hit them spot on before on first attempts.

Because of that, I realise, how man only turn to God in times of need.

And I also realise I’m probably not all that close to God.

Everything aside, I think I have a -you-don’t-know-what-yet- and would like to thank God for that. Because if all else fails, that doesn’t.

Lastly, looking back at the past year, I realise how much I’ve grown and how much I’ve grown to be more secure.

:)