few things to note

jon laa wrote on April 18th, 2009, 12:54 am

first, i never stepped out of my single-word-title for my blog entries till today.

second, i am typing in all lower cases which is not quite my style.

third, i have enough of people who do not listen or read.

please do not abuse words like okay, or kk, which obviously translate to mean you have read and acknowledged.

grr. i just need to vent.

on the bright side, i skipped bbq today and i am feeling rather pleased with it. although luke totally pang seh me and lennel gave me wrong information about mustafa which wasted my trip away.

sometimes parties and mass gatherings are annoying. it is almost like a ball when the highest priority is getting asked for a dance. no, i am not interested in such popularity contest. i know that is probably far too cynical.

but really, i will prefer lunch, tea, dinner, or a picnic anytime.

oh yes, shakespeare in the park is getting me all excited.

i learnt how to cycle yesterday, thanks to lionel. though i learnt better when he was not around, i think what i need is personal space and time. personal space is somewhat important, i realise i do not accept what others say. i need to work it out my way, i need to experiment and try. in that sense, um, i don’t really apply others’ advices.

either way, i fell only after being able to cycle of sorts, which was kinda gross. fell on my wobbly knee too, so i think i better rest a little more for them.

on the bright side, i should be getting down to running with andre next week. i need to be running with faster people. a 5:30 pace works for me, it should be able to bring me to my sub 50 target. and maybe i will be hitting my sub 40 one day.

life feels better, always, after writing.

and it will be good if i can care less.