Falsehood

jon laa wrote on February 15th, 2009, 3:04 pm

It is about time I get used to people being untruthful and being completely hypocritical. Like how some can have issues with me but choose to keep that away from me.

The world we live in are filled with opinionated people, who lacks courage.

And screw the bullshit pleading that goes “please help me as a insert-non-family-relationship”. It is pretty evident you have a lack of courage to put what you want in written words, because you just can’t be sure. Because you don’t want to take responsibility for what you may be wrong at.

Then without those written instructions, it becomes my fault.

Now that you chose to deceive, you are to be judged. Mr stumbling-block, no less.

Don’t tell me how I am doing fine when what you have to say in my absence doesn’t seem so. Don’t flatter me and compliment me when you never meant it, and true enough you don’t.

Moving from these chauvinists who have nothing but material, sexual lusts within their souls, I am glad a new life awaits.

And just somewhat, I know I can and will move on from this brouhaha and lead my life. Not yours.

From this day forth, I lead my life while the rest of you can either stay or fuck off - there is a choice. And from this day forth, you can be sure that I wouldn’t put myself in any disadvantage just because you are abc or xyz, be it in speech, action or thought. From this day forth, I am opening myself to more pieces of shit!

But you do know that I deal with pieces of shit better than a nanogram of hypocrisy or any such thing.

Deep within, I am glad I made my choice. It is pretty obvious that if I didn’t make that what-others’-perceived-as-stupid-in-their-ignorance decision, I wouldn’t know and be this aware of myself.

Like alex said, it’s a route of self-discovery. Nodding in agreement, we agreed it wasn’t half as bad (if actually even applicable) as what it seems.

And like I have been saying, and dying to say, screw all abc.