Expiry

jon laa wrote on May 31st, 2009, 2:45 am

There’s expiry date to almost everything.

Like my library loan, the two discs are expiring today.

Gah.

And friendships. Maybe just communication.

But somehow, after all these years, I know you will start talking to me once you are over done with whatever is occupying you. I hope this is not an illusion on my part. But I will like to have hope, and to believe in you.

It is not exactly uncommon we stop talking and meeting up for months or half a year or so. Not uncommon to have my msn messages un-replied too.

I did notice, but I hope you wouldn’t let what we have slipped away.

Because at the end of the day, I know you love me. And you should also know I love you for all that you are, and all that you are not.

I still remember that you asked me not to change during those terrible times. I am glad you did appreciate me for who I was.

My point is, it is difficult. And there’s an expiry, which probably can be extended if we put in some effort.

p.s. you know you are reading this. But please don’t apologise if you ever want to, or feel like. I have this feeling you may feel obligated to.