Drats

jon laa wrote on July 9th, 2009, 1:36 am

Unhappy with how last minute I can be, and how obsessive I am even though it’s all this last minute brouhaha.

To prevent myself from leaving anything out, I threw everything I want to bring to tekong outside the room. Makes packing easier. Just have to figure how to squeeze everything into a my far-too-small duffle bag. No, I am not bringing a trolleyluggage. First impression matters - act cool even if you are not.

And honestly, I don’t think I am going to dont read/watch too much porn because a bunk of males sharing porn isn’t entirely desirable.

Neither do I take interest in FHM.

Okay, gotta give my spectacles another coat of black marker. Find some food, shower up then call it a night. Not bad, it’s only half past one - extremely early for my standards.

The subconscious truth is I can’t wait for it. I will like to make my life more meaningful than to bum around doing nothing. And collective authoritative training is probably gonna be good for me, I so think I need to get fitter.

Most importantly of all, it’s amazing. I needed this two-year buffer.

I need physical conditioning for my instrument.

I need a new perspective of life.

In short, praise be.

And you trust me to consider regretting saying the above. But given my boundless ego, I would make sure I don’t regret, I think. I hope it doesn’t prove me wrong now.

GAH. I NEED TO PUT MUSCLE RUB INTO MY LIST OF ITEMS.

:D

Goodbye readers.

By the way, brendan, you won my heart (with reference to my facebook post). Text me when you read this!