Discovery

jon laa wrote on June 24th, 2009, 2:59 am

Maybe we are completely missing the point when we ask the question, what have we done to deserve this?

I assume all of us would agree life isn’t fair and there is hardly any explanation required for the shit life throws at us.

In hindsight, I appreciate myself better when I look at how distorted some people are. It is not as if I am not perfectly normal, I’m sure you already know I’m somewhat distorted, but at least I find great comfort in that I root myself in adequate social and moral values.

Praise be.

On the extreme end of the spectrum, we have people who live in their delusions and hypocritical lies. In times when their bubble built upon falsehood and emptiness burst, we see them shattering into pieces and see them unveiling who they really are.

It is these people who never looked beyond themselves and look within themselves for self-improvement who live lonesome, despairing lives.

I’m sorry, I am not you.

I’m sorry, I can’t share your misery.

I’m sorry, I can deal with your shit and you’ve failed to inflict misery upon me with your distorted perspective and warped, self-righteous comments.

I wish you all the best in your endeavors, that you find somebody in life who can accept you for who you really are.

Also, may you find comfort in your exceedingly great wealth because it may be the only security in life you have.

To sum the entry up in a sentence - I think you’re a loser whom I can barely sympathize, for which I’m sorry.

ETA: Now that I see a better picture of what manner of man he is, I realised how stupid I was to have trusted him and the picture of the world he has drawn. Of course it is very artistic, colourful and elaborated, but it is not real. The complete breach of trust through his absurd self-centredness brings me to realise how I have wronged others by allowing my judgment be marred by a misery old fool.

Feels good to write some hate post every now and then.

:D