Dearest

jon laa wrote on March 11th, 2009, 11:50 pm

Perhaps I happened to be one of the new people he met out of his hobby to meet new people. Unlike himself, I embraced him with myself when I met him only to realise later we are better off living our own lives. But of course, he has been amazing and I wouldn’t hesitate to meet him for a cup of coffee to catch up on the new wonders in his life.

But to put things into perspective, I hate questions like how is life for you or how are you. If I don’t know you enough, I will say it has been fine. That is almost never a lie. If you know me well enough, I will have updates for you and probably have enough updates to send you going are-you-serious?. That isn’t the most desirable response. And for some reasons, I have been amazing people with my erraticism.

There is this recent epiphany. Like I realise I had enough of wandering and think I have enough of my days of folly. But is difficult lah.

By the way, I got new scores to work on. And I haven’t exactly explored them. Been highly unmotivated and I need to chart my plan for next week out, terrible.

On the bright side, I sang today. Not a lot, but enough. Got more stuff to work on.

Maybe going for a run tomorrow too. But I need to rest my legs. Grr!

Don’t even mention theory to me. Just don’t.