Break off.

jon laa wrote on October 23rd, 2009, 12:09 pm

Many I have held too dearly and little I have learnt to let go. I don’t see myself putting what I’ve been carrying down now or in the near future. Too tightly my fist clenched, too narrow I have my perspectives set.

The better days never quite come, I realised it may be more of how I put myself in the cosmos. It is me in relationship to others.

For the least, I’ve been having breakfast and taking naps. I’m sure both constructs a healthy life.

Perhaps what we like to do - our hobbies, past time, recreational activities - are all part of escapism. To distract us from what we are doing and to pull ourselves away from ourselves. It’s part of, um, avoidance. Out of fear, perhaps.